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ok so Rachel knocked on my door today and i was like "who tf is that at 2am" and i opened and he just stood there with this SUPER serious face and said "let's go for a walk. right now. i won't give up." and i was like "bro it's 2am??? theres literally nothing open??" and he just stared at me. so i said "go away i'm tired" and he said "i'm not leaving" like some movie character or something lol
so i closed the door and looked through the peephole and he just STOOD THERE for like 20 minutes??? i was singing "i will survive" under my breath the whole time. then he left. i think. idk i fell asleep.
anyway thanks Rachel for being weird. thanks Kris for existing. thanks Lily for the soup last week it was good. thanks Zin for the ride even tho ur car still smells like chemicals. love u guys ♡
going to sleep now. if i wake up ill write. if not... well i'll probably wake up i always do lol
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i'll come tomorrow
xX_R4ch3l_Xx and the day after
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i won't give up
xX_R4ch3l_Xx pak
xX_R4ch3l_Xx pak
M!sterP4ket1k bro stop spamming my guestbook
xX_R4ch3l_Xx no
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!
OK SO GUESS WHAT. Kris sent me a VALENTINE. like a REAL ONE. through the MAIL. with a STICKER on it. i literally stared at it for 5 minutes singing "love is in the air" to myself before opening it. it's so pretty i hung it on my wall next to my poster of the fray. i'm never taking it down ever. best valentine ever. thank you Kris ur the best ♡♡♡
GhostlyKris did you get it??
M!sterP4ket1k YES I LOVE IT
GhostlyKris do you like it??
M!sterP4ket1k I LOVE IT SO MUCH I SANG ABOUT IT
GhostlyKris i love you
M!sterP4ket1k i love you too!!! ♡♡♡
xX_R4ch3l_Xx this is gross you guys are gross
M!sterP4ket1k ur gross
Lilyby you're both gross i love it
i think my apartment is haunted
ok so i was in the kitchen making ramen (the good kind not the cheap one) and suddenly i felt REALLY cold. like someone was standing behind me. i turned around and NO ONE WAS THERE. but the cold stayed?? i started singing "ghostbusters" to calm myself down but like. what if it's actually a ghost?? should i be friends with it?? what do ghosts even eat?? do they like ramen?? questions for the comments.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx ur so dumb
M!sterP4ket1k I'M NOT DUMB IT WAS COLD
Lilyby maybe it's just a draft??
M!sterP4ket1k but the windows were closed??
GhostlyKris do u want me to come over and check
M!sterP4ket1k no it's ok i'll just be friends with the ghost i guess
NEW YEAR NEW ME (same me actually)
Kris came over for new year!! we watched the ball drop and i sang "auld lang syne" but i didn't know the words so i just made them up. she said "what are you thinking about?" and i said "that next year everything will be awesome." she smiled. i think she believed me. i believe it too. 2013 is gonna be OUR YEAR BABEY!!! #newyear #sameoldpak
GhostlyKris it WILL be awesome. i believe it
M!sterP4ket1k me too!!
xX_R4ch3l_Xx happy new year bro let's hang out soon
Lilyby happy new year!!
Zin_2k5 happy new year. i can drive us somewhere if u want
M!sterP4ket1k YES let's go to the arcade
i think my ghost friend laughed at me
ok so i was sitting in my room and i heard a laugh. but there was no one there. i think it was my ghost friend from the kitchen. i asked "what's so funny??" and then it was quiet. rude. ghosts need to learn manners.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx ur losing it
M!sterP4ket1k or am i GAINING a friend??
ok so i messed up
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so i took a pill and had some beer and i guess that was a bad idea?? idk i woke up on the floor and Kris was there and she was crying and she said "i thought you were dead" and i felt really bad. she said if i do it again she'll leave. i believe her. she wasn't joking. i'm not gonna do that again. i think. i'll try at least. sorry Kris.
GhostlyKris i'm not joking
M!sterP4ket1k i know. i'm sorry.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx bro...
M!sterP4ket1k i know.
rachel dragged me outside lol
Rachel came over and was like "we're going outside" and i was like "no" and he was like "yes" and somehow i ended up in the park?? we sat there and he talked about work and i just listened. at one point i saw this guy and i was like "look at that weird dude" and he was like "where??" and i said "just kidding lol" and he didn't believe me but he didn't ask. that's why i love him. he knows when to shut up.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i didn't believe u
M!sterP4ket1k i know
xX_R4ch3l_Xx but i didn't ask
M!sterP4ket1k that's why i love u
xX_R4ch3l_Xx gay
M!sterP4ket1k shut up
weird customer today
so this guy came into the store today. he was wearing all gray and just... standing there. i helped him and he left. then i looked out the window and he was just STANDING there staring at the store. i looked away for a second and he was gone. probably just my imagination. or maybe he was a ghost?? i should ask my apartment ghost if they know him lol
xX_R4ch3l_Xx what guy??
M!sterP4ket1k idk just some weird dude
Lilyby maybe it was the same ghost
M!sterP4ket1k GHOST FRIEND HAS FRIENDS??
alone on christmas eve... NOT SAD THO
so everyone's with their families. Kris is with her parents. Lily is with her parents. Rachel is with his family. Zin is with his family. i'm here alone with my tea and my thoughts. i raised my cup and said "merry christmas" to the empty room. then i started singing "all i want for christmas is you" but like really loud. i think the neighbors heard. worth it.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx ur alone??
M!sterP4ket1k not alone. i have tea
xX_R4ch3l_Xx thats not the same
M!sterP4ket1k tea is life
Lilyby i can bring u leftovers tomorrow
M!sterP4ket1k LEFTOVERS?? YES PLS
lily came over with soup
Lily came over today with soup. she said Kris asked her to check on me. i said "i'm not sick" and she said "nobody said you're sick. it's just soup." so i ate the soup. it was good. i didn't tell her but i was happy she came. i'll never admit it though lol
Lilyby i'll bring more
M!sterP4ket1k don't. i can cook
Lilyby u cook instant ramen
M!sterP4ket1k ...shut up
Lilyby i'll bring more soup tomorrow
M!sterP4ket1k ...fine
HI I HAVENT POSTED IN SO LONG LOL
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so Rachel's been hanging out at the pizzeria a lot lately which is funny because at first he was like "ew a pizzeria" and now he's like "let's go to the pizzeria" every day. anyway there's this ONE arcade machine that NEVER worked even when i was a kid and Rachel's been staring at it like it owes him money. maybe he can use his big brain college knowledge to fix it lol. i believe in u bro.
also i get my paycheck next week!! still gotta save up for college but i'm working overtime so i can PROVE that i really earned that shit!!! #hustle #grind #pakisawesome
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i WILL fix that machine
M!sterP4ket1k that's the spirit
Lilyby what machine
M!sterP4ket1k the one that's been broken since forever
i did it again
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i took a pill with beer again. i thought i could handle it. i couldn't. i passed out. woke up on the floor. Kris called like 20 times. i didn't hear. i called her back and said i was sleeping. she didn't believe me. i don't blame her. i gotta stop. i really gotta stop.
GhostlyKris please
M!sterP4ket1k i'm trying
rachel knows
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Rachel came over today. he said "you're acting weird" and i said "didn't sleep well." he sat there for a while and then said "i know about the pills. and i know you talk to yourself sometimes when you're alone." i didn't say anything. he said "i'm not gonna ask. but if you need anything, i'm here." i nodded. he left. i don't deserve friends like him.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i'm here
M!sterP4ket1k i know
new year no booze!!!
OKAY SO I DIDN'T DRINK AT ALL TONIGHT. Kris was so surprised her jaw literally dropped. we watched the fireworks from my window and i sang terribly like always. she said "i'm proud of you" and i felt like a superhero or something. maybe 2011 will be good. who knows. but tonight was good. #soberpak #newyear
GhostlyKris i'm so proud of you!!
M!sterP4ket1k i'm proud of me too!!
xX_R4ch3l_Xx let's party next year bro
weird day
i was walking home today and suddenly i felt like someone was following me. i turned around and no one was there. kept walking. felt it again. sat on a bench and took a pill. felt better after a while. probably just my brain being weird. i sang "don't worry be happy" to myself the whole way home.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx u ok?
M!sterP4ket1k yeah just my brain being dumb
soup
Lily came over with soup today. she said Kris asked her to check on me. i said "i'm not sick" and she said "it's just soup, dumbass." so i ate the soup. it was actually really good. i didn't tell her that though. gotta maintain my reputation.
Lilyby i'll bring more
M!sterP4ket1k ...ok fine
bad idea
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took a pill with beer tonight. thought it would be fun. it was NOT fun. i heard weird whispering and then i threw up everywhere. Kris came over and yelled at me. i said it was the last time. she didn't believe me. i don't blame her. i don't believe me either.
GhostlyKris i'm serious. if you do it again i'll leave
M!sterP4ket1k i know. i'm sorry.
drank with rachel
got drunk with Rachel tonight. he asked about the pills and i said "it's for my head" and he said "oh." we were quiet for a while and then he said "if you need anything, i'm here." i almost cried but i didn't. we just kept drinking. he's a good friend. #bestbro
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i'm here
M!sterP4ket1k i know
xX_R4ch3l_Xx love u bro
M!sterP4ket1k love u too
went to the doctor
finally went to the doctor about not sleeping. he gave me pills. i asked "what if i see weird stuff?" and he said "what kind of weird stuff?" and i said "never mind." so now i have pills. i feel like an old man. i'm gonna start collecting stamps next.
Lilyby u ok??
M!sterP4ket1k yeah just can't sleep
xX_R4ch3l_Xx if u need a ride lmk
valentine's day with kris
sat in the park with Kris today. it was cold. she asked what i was thinking and i said "that you're pretty" and she blushed. i didn't tell her that i thought i saw some guy in gray watching us. he was gone when i looked again. probably nothing. anyway i got a kiss so WORTH IT.
GhostlyKris you're the sweetest
xX_R4ch3l_Xx what guy??
M!sterP4ket1k idk probably nothing
new year 2009!!!
new year party at my place!! everyone came. Lily brought weird salad. Zin brought champagne. Rachel brought video games. Kris wore that dress we spent 3 hours picking out. i got drunk and told everyone i love them. woke up embarrassed. but i DO love them. even Zin even though he listens to pop music. happy 2009 everyone!!!
GhostlyKris you sang
Lilyby so loud and off key
Zin_2k5 my music is good
xX_R4ch3l_Xx BEST NEW YEAR EVER
halloween lol
Kris dressed up as a zombie. i said "you look like that every morning" and she hit me with her purse. now i have to buy her chocolate. worth it though her face was SO MAD. #worthit
GhostlyKris TWO chocolate bars
M!sterP4ket1k ONE
GhostlyKris THREE
M!sterP4ket1k fine i give up
OLD SONGS MAKE ME FEEL THINGS
listened to our old tracks today. the ones we listened to in 2006. Kris said "ew that's old" but for me it's like photos. each song is a memory. this one when Rachel and i got drunk for the first time (i threw up). this one when Lily cried over that guy (he was a jerk). this one when Zin drove me to the hospital (long story). music is time. time is weird. i'm gonna go listen to more music and sing along badly.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx we were SO drunk lol
Lilyby that guy WAS a jerk
Zin_2k5 u were green that day
M!sterP4ket1k i'm always green
my brain is dumb
was walking and saw this guy in a gray hoodie. for a second i thought he didn't have a face. got closer and he did have a face, just a hood. i laughed at myself. my brain is so dumb sometimes. i sang "brain damage" by pink floyd the rest of the way home lol
xX_R4ch3l_Xx happens to me too
M!sterP4ket1k really??
xX_R4ch3l_Xx no lol ur weird
alone time
came home from work, bought pizza, ate alone, watched tv. sometimes being alone is nice. not all the time. but sometimes. i sang "all by myself" but changed the words to "all by myself... with pizza!" it was a moment.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx u ok?
M!sterP4ket1k yeah just alone
NEW YEAR 2008!!!
NYE at my place!!! everyone came. Lily brought salad. Zin brought champagne. Rachel brought a game. Kris wore the dress. i got drunk and told everyone i love them. woke up embarrassed. but i DO love them. happy 2008!!
GhostlyKris you sang terribly
xX_R4ch3l_Xx best night ever
zorin got a new car
Zin got a new car. it smells like chemicals. i didn't tell him though. Rachel said he's like the older brother i never had. i never thought about it but yeah kinda. he's always driving me places. thanks Zin.
Zin_2k5 the smell goes away
xX_R4ch3l_Xx brother brother brother
weird dream
had a dream that everyone's faces were blurry. woke up sweaty. Kris asked what's wrong and i said nothing. didn't wanna tell her i dreamt about faceless people lol she'd think i'm crazy. maybe i am. who knows.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i have weird dreams too
M!sterP4ket1k about what??
xX_R4ch3l_Xx just kidding u weird
flowers
bought Kris flowers. she said "why waste money" and i said "just because." then she cried. i didn't understand. Lily later said it's because she was happy. i still don't fully understand. girls are confusing.
GhostlyKris i cried because ur sweet
Lilyby he's not sweet he's dumb
valentine's day!!
sat in the park with Kris. it was freezing. she said i look like a penguin in this jacket. Lily helped me pick it out so it's her fault. Kris said she loves me. i said i love her too. i think i meant it. probably.
GhostlyKris my penguin ♡
M!sterP4ket1k ur the penguin
new year alone
everyone's with family. i'm alone. thought i'd be sad. but it's actually peaceful. happy 2007 everyone. i sang "auld lang syne" to myself and it was fine. my voice echoed. i pretended it was a duet.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx happy new year bro!!
halloween
Kris dressed as a zombie. i said she looks like that every morning. she hit me. now i have to buy chocolate. worth it. her zombie makeup was actually pretty good tho. #scary
GhostlyKris chocolate was good. forgiven.
lily came over
Lily came over with beer. we sat in the kitchen and talked about college. i miss those days even though at the time i thought they sucked. funny how that works. we finished all the beer and then she left. good times.
Lilyby beer was good. let's do it again
work
helped an old lady pick a phone today. she said i'm a good boy. i'll be old by the time she decides. Zin gave me a ride home. we didn't talk. it was nice. sometimes silence is better than talking. #deep
Zin_2k5 i don't mind silence
first post!!
made a website. idk why. everyone's on myspace but i'm here. i have a blinking skull. Kris said it's scary. so it's perfect. i'm gonna post here a lot. probably. maybe. we'll see.
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i'll come tomorrow
xX_R4ch3l_Xx and the day after
xX_R4ch3l_Xx i won't give up
xX_R4ch3l_Xx pak
xX_R4ch3l_Xx pak
M!sterP4ket1k bro stop spamming my guestbook
xX_R4ch3l_Xx no